Let us eat cake
October 14, 2008
Wow. I was having a really bad morning plagued with doubts, insecurities and a desperate need not to be at work/around negative people so we decided that the solution to my problem was to eat the rest of my birthday cake. There was about a quarter of a round, three-layer cake left and so I dug in.
Someday, I thought, I’ll learn that eating sweets is not the answer. “Someday” might be today…. I’ve had too much cake. But at least my mind’s in a different place now. A really sugared-up, distracted sort of place, but a wholly different place.
I’m feeling too queasy to eat cake š But I want to, badly…
FB, feel better!
and yes, i absolutely know the joys that injecting sugar into the bloodstream can give. Sometimes it hits me that my every mood/thought/reaction is controlled by hormones and other chemicals in my body…and it scares me!
Sometimes a girl needs some cake! Enjoy! In fact I need some right now, but I’m trying to resist… š
FB: Aw, sorry to hear you’re not feeling well! Hope today’s better!
sense: Hm, there are times that occurs to me too. Remembering it makes me more conscious of my reactions, actually.
frugal: š It’s probably a good thing we don’t always have cake available when we’re craving it.